All Good Things Come To An End

morning, early risersss! they say there's never a right time to say goodbye...well then, in that case, i guess i best just wing this!

au revoir les vacances! well it's officially the last day of holidays for me today :'( i know right?! time flies when you're having the time of your life. these holidays, were the BEST BEST BESTTTTT i've ever had, hands down! it's kinda strange how the first few months of the year fly by so fast. i've just come back from my last installment of stationary shopping, i'm a bit nervous for starting uni tmrw, like i've got butterflies but i'm sure that it's part excitement and part fear that i'm not ready for this... luckily for me though, benchie is with me in five out of eight of my classes so being a little loner won't be an issue (well for tomorrow anyway) haha! tomorrow's agenda = mgmt tute @ 10am and a microeconomics tute @ 1pm. fun, eh?...
i just realised something, yesterday at the library 101 session at uni i let some fob girl borrow my pen and she never gave it back! booooo! what a stealer! oh wells, s'alright on a scale of 1 to greatness, the pen wasn't that great anyway, haha! but still, asfjahsdjfkahlskjh.

auf wiedersehen blondie! that's right! i didn't get a chance to blog about this 2 days ago but yes, my blonde hair is definately passé now. i finally got around to taking out the gloves and dying my short locks back to a nice natural brown. (for your personal information: MY HAIR HAS GROWN A WHOPPING 3 CMS since january!) that's pretty good progress for a short amount of time, well for me anyway. after all these years, i have finally found a little secret remedy to growing long hair, hehe. the main key is to staying really healthy and some love potion ;)!

adios februaryyyy.
this month was a very very good to me and what an eventful month it has been. there have plenty of surprises, the memorable queensland trip, valentines day, the infinite kickbacks with all the boys. this was definitely a summer that i'll never forget!

goodbye amor.
well, today is the day i've been dreading all week. i hate delivering bad news :( especially if the sole sender of the message was ...me. it's not that you did or said anything wrong, honestly at the start of this, i really was trying to give this another chance, but i don't know, it's hard to relight a fire that i already put out. i lost my feelings... there was a reason why it didn't work out the first time around, for me, something was just missing. it was the spark, the chase, the mystery that i didn't feel, a gut instinct that no matter how long or short this thing will be, i will be the one that hurts you in the end, and honestly i dont want to do that. i know that you know that in the long run, this is the best thing for the both of us. i'm not good for you. i don't know if you'll read this, but if you do i'm really sorry, maybe at least that way it won't seem like such an out of the blue surprise when i do get around to telling you... i hope i didn't do another 180 on you. this wasn't really going anywhere for me.. there are just other things that are important to me right now, i'm sorry but i think it's just best if we....

postnote: for those who are interested i spontaneously decided to update my youtube account last night and added a new cover. bon appetite, bright eyes.

what you do is click here.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HmNAcKKn034