I Used To Be Worth My Weight In Gold.

I knew sorry's just wouldn't do it and that we could never be the same because I was standing in gas and baby, you have been the flames.

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I was just in the car on the way home from the city and was listening to that song "Moving Mountains" on my sister's iPod. This song strangely always reminds me of Dean for some reason, I dunno why. Probably coz he was the one that originally got me into this song, ah but I haven't heard it in decades (obviously, not literally, considering it was only released last year, not considering the fact that probably 10 years ago, Usher was still in school.) Haha, yup. This one is definitely a good one. Kudos, man. It used to be one of my favourite songs, everrr and I guess still is! Ah I love it.

Also just before, I went out to Dominos and made a quick stop to pick up a large Toni Pepperoni pizza on deep pan. Yum. Funny story, whenever I go to order pizza, I always order under my sister's name Anna. But trust me, I have legit reasons. Not that I'm condoning fraudulism (if that is a word- if its not, then pretend it is anyway) nor do I find it a hobby to order under weird names to freak the pizza people out (like that time I ordered over the phone under "Freda Livery" - HAHAHAHAHA), but the truth is, I am one of those people who were unfortunately born with a name that you always have to spell out for other people. I order and the screen lights up with my order, only my name is always spelt something like "CAROLINE, CAROLYNE, KARALINE, oh but the worst one I've come across so far was when that Indian man typed my name as, wait for it,... KARALEN. Whuh? Wh-wh-wh...HOW DUDE?! HOW DID YOU. *groans* and so that's why my pizza name is ANNA. I wish I remember it though, unlike that whole minute of total and utter distraction, sitting in Dominos waiting for the pizza, not realising that the pizza was done and the guy has been calling me..(or more correctly, screaming out ANNA? ANNA? PIZZA FOR ANNA? looking eagerly towards my direction). My sister had to nudge me, and say CAROLYN! THAT'S YOU. How embarassment! Okay, enough pizza talk!

WHAT I GOT UP TO TODAYY:

Me, Derrick and Theresa raaaaaaaaaaaaped methods up the assssssssymptote today. Got through a big bulk of the methods course. We are doing mighty wellll! :) I saw Tien, Thien, Steph and Jeremy today. I felt slightly sad, I miss them. I was clueless of what to do or how to react but ended up saying a brief "HI" and then just stood there awkwardly blushing right before making my exit away on the escalator up to MC clock. Although in saying that, I think overall, I'm feeling good, and by good I mean, better than the previous days. I'm surprised at how fast it has taken me to move on from mourning over, uh, "things" but I'm glad. I've said what I needed to say to the people I needed to say it to and am slowly feeling comfortable and content again with everything that now makes up my life :) Honest! It's not that I don't care, it's just I quite frankly, CBF BEING GLUM OVER IT. SHIT HAPPENS! OH BUT NAH, I'M NOT GOING BACK. Soooo, like Kim, you should probably best start preparing that 20 bucks that you're gonna owe me, coz there's a bigggg chance that I'm gonna win this bet. Mm, oh yeah I also have a tiny itty bitty crush on somebody at the moment, but I'm gonna keep it low for a while. Because I don't want to make a fuss over it. Why would I want to let him in anyway true? In fact, why would I want anyone become that close to me? So that.... they can totally and completely fuck me over eventually? Groans, haha like I want that. I think I'ma let this one slide. He is quite sexy. Life is good.

Anyway, I'm off to bed. Goodnight, vegemites :)