To Whom This May Concern

Just so you know, you can say whatever rubbish you like. Yup, go on. Tip the bin, rummage through my trashcan, see what dirty things you can find. Spread it all out, let it reek. Sniff and analyse it or maybe reinvent and add your own twist to it if that's your thing for all I care, coz quite frankly I don't. I don't need it, I don't feed it and whatever people want to say about me go ahead and make a big deal out of it. I honestly couldn't give less of a fuck. In the end, you're the one who's gonna have to clean up the things you decided to spill out in the first place.

I'm not a saint, but I'm not a sinner either. I'm just a defensive person who has known tendencies to be easily angered by little things (or big things) but hey, that's just the way I am. I hold grudges easily and forgive rarely but I don't believe that it means that I have a cold heart, though mind you, after saying that, I won't lie. I can be a bitch. I know there is a dark bitch inside of me. There's one inside of you too and it's greasing me off right now right through this font,eh. All these years, I've become totally fed up with just sitting back and just letting bad things happen, letting others get to me with words, rumours and pointing fingers at everything I do, but I've grown a thicker skin. I've done things that attract being talked about, being ridiculed, being told off for. And so, fair enough my guards are up. And I know because of this, I do damage sometimes. I'm a defensive person when it comes to matters that are close to my heart, but trust me, I have reasons for everything I do. I know the risks I have to take and of course I'm aware of the consequences that will follow my choices. Whether you know what they are, or if you think they are justifiable or not, I don't care. That's my business to deal with, not yours.

I don't do things for popularity, I don't do things for amusement, I don't purposefully do things to be known or be liked or hated. and i definitely don't do things JUST TO BE CRUEL, like YOU seem to think. So fuck you and everything you think. You don't know anything, I don't even know you and you surely don't know jackshit about me. It's crystal clear, that I'm not that little dependent passive person I used to be anymore, I can stand up for myself and if you think I'm just being cocky for thinking that, then you're severely mistaken. Of course it'd be easy to attack for me to just go apeshit from your provoking, but honestly I have better things to do and worry about. So go ahead. Help yourselfs. I'm not as affected by your immature highschool teenage bitching as you think I am.

Like I've always said. I'm nice to those who are nice to me, and INTOLERANT TO THOSE WHO AREN'T. I don't like you, and you don't like me, I'm sure. It's mutual. I'm down with that.

SO YEAH. THATS ALL.
FIND SOMETHING BETTER TO DO, HATERS.