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(hello, goodbye)

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Waiting on Monday

ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHH, NEED TO SEEE THE DOCTOR. IN. SO.MUCH.PAIN. RIGHT. NOW. im not looking forward to another ULTRASOUND - really hope i dont get that lady from last time again... i hate her. and i reallly hope the results are on my side.

im trying to tank it. not really sure if thats a great idea, but will do for now. i ended up leaving work early today, giving a pass to secret@sorrygrandma's on friday with lucy, jen, kevin, katherine et al. and alot of other things. and all i do is work, eat, shop, kiss my boyfriend, work, work, work, study, study, study, eat, work, sleeeeeeeeeeeep.

my life's average.

i've come to realise that i spend too much many on clothes + my new debit mastercard is not gonna help with this problem at all. beautiful!

Everybody But Me.

Ooh, I'm standing in the corner. Thinking all I want to, what am I to do?
Should I go home still sober, or should I buy me another glass of wine and forget about time?

Though my jeans are too tight, I don't feel like dancing. And all this light is too bright, I don't feel like shining. Though this room is too small, I'd rather stand against the wall
and hope that no one sees me-e-e-e-e!

And when everybody's dancing, I don't want to.
And when everybody's joking, I don't want to.
And when everybody's laughing, I don't want to.
Everybody but me.

And when everybody's drinking, I don't want to.
And everybody's smoking, I don't need one.
And everybody's falling, I don't want to
Everybody but me, yeah.

I get the creeps from all the people in here. I cannot breathe, it's too crowded in here.
Don't look at me, I don't wanna be seen; touched; heard; bothered by the fellas who got a look in their eye. They wanna take me home without knowing my name, they wanna put me on
But they do not know is that I'm not like the others.

We'll Float On To Another Day...

TIME FOR AN UPDATE, EYYYYYYY!

dear readers,

i think i'm actually kinda getting over blogging, well im not sure, but i think so anyway... is that weird? i mean, i'm showing all the symptoms and all and i can't keep starting every post with "sorry i've been M.I.A" because after you use it about 10 times it starts to sound cheap. booo! i guess i won't make excuses, just been a mix of procrastination and lazy and i'm a workaholic + partygirl turned bookworm + full time girlfriend now that i barely have the time nor attention span to sit and write something down anymore these days. sad story right? i might respark a tumblr some time in the future though or i may just stick to the occasional rant like this one today...blah blah blah, i have no dramas in my life atm, i'm pretty content atm :) partly another reason why i don't blog much these days. there's just too much to do these days (outside of the cyberworld)!

anything interesting happen today?
yeah, well i got my boyfriend to buy me an overpriced exercise book today, i'm a goose.

carolyn: i want this book i want this book!
michael: fine i'll get it for you... how much is it..
carolyn: six bucks..
michael: SIX BUCKS?! FOR THAT EXERCISE BOOK..
carolyn: but its pretty!!
michael: babe, seriously.
carolyn: fine, i dont want it anymore
*walks back and puts it back*
michael: sigh *walks back and gets it and pays for it* here you go babe.
carolyn: but i dont want it anymoreeee
michael: just take it
carolyn: *slowly takes book from michael + peck on lips + walks out of store staring at book*

this was so NOT worth SIX BUCKS.

talk about sucker for marketing.

speaking of marketing, that durex condom ad in the lecture today was so RANDOM and WHAT THEEEE! hahaha funnnay, way to get everyone's attention!
later this week i'm gonna go buy michael a hugo boss shirt, something he wanted for a while and conveniently enough, we have a ball next friday we're attending with a few of the other monash people so he can wear it then! yeah yeah yeah! :) and, since i've decided against wearing my sister's wayne cooper dress, i'm gonna go find a dress on the weekend too. mmmm, excitinggg!

anywho, time to go msg the boyfriend then do some aytch double yeww!

xx you'll see me around.